Premanshu Vs Parasaran

Saturday, 12 July, 2008

Yesterday I didnt go to office,No particular reason I felt very Bored of this office
Shop was really nice. It was Fun & Friendship Only I remembered the old qoute, we don’t understand the value of shadow when u r under the tree..
..Premanshu is leaving today. Good luck for him..I have been egoistic when it came to premanshu…
Dont know why.
I often say to myself not have Ego with anyone….But some how I was egoistic.. in his absence i regret..
Was it Ego or competition.or simply liked fighting with him…God Knows..
whenever a discussion starts it ends with some thing like tamil Vs Hindi.I hav tried to outsmart him…
I wonder now how cud I b tht Bad.How cud I b So Biased……Is it Bias..or Fasicst…or silly like an instrument for arguuing with him..
The Probability of the latter is more ….
But He was really a Pig…He too is not short of things… I think he too must have been of same kind like me….
But he had other Qualities which i dint like …
Often I dint c him as a friend just as a colleague….or to be frank… i saw him as rival…but @ the core of my heart I liked him ,which i dint know…
Tomorrow he is moving. Missed a gud guy..ok not really a Gud guy…..a 60~70 % gud guy..
When i think of him i only see me quareling with him….missed the Gud Times..
ok …he is 60 ~70 % gud Guy..What abt me..
who can rate…me..i think only he can tell….i must also be a 60~70% or even lesser……..
Its life parasaran…..It will go like this.now u feel u missed ur coll days,school days…..though u enjoyed it…
But Parasaran u r really such a stupid ***!@#$$##$#$%*#+$#….@#$%^##$*&^….

dont worry Parasaran..all people are gud he is 100% gud guy…People(even animals) are like mirrors they reflect your actions u smile they smile ;u stare they do the same

My First Mad Run……

I was in my 3rd std.

It was on one Friday ,While I was returning from the temple.

It was around 06:30 when I entered the cemented road which lead me to the aghraharam  left to me was a row of houses and to my right was big playground. A deep ditch separated the road from the playground. The road was calm expect for the voices of ladies sitting at their house entrance and chit chatting….I need to go to the end of the road and take a right turn and walk further 50 mts to reach my home.

In the mid of the road there was a stray dog standing facing the playground…i just stopped on seeing the dog there.

I was bit scared on seeing the calm & quiet dog. The ladies around said “it won’t harm u & just to move ahead”…Unfortunately i remembered what happened in the 7th period of the school. I was denied to participate in the High Jump Compettition.Citing only 5th std boys can participate. I was made to sit down & just watch it.

On seeing the Stray dog I decided to jump & cross the dog and move ahead to my home…went few steps back and started running towards the dog while i was about to cross it the dog moved few steps in my opp direction and started running towards me as i didn’t halt .Once the dog started chasing I got frightened & an my adrenalin glands also pumped faster …i got panic and started running to wards my house taking a right turn.

Far at the door steps of my house I saw my mother putting Kolam on the Entrance with my younger brother keerthi assisting her on.

I was running madly to reach them as the dog was behind me. While few mts for my house the dogs paws touched my legs and I shouted Ammaaaaaaaa & fell down.Keerthi on seeing this took stones and started throwing at the dog; while my mother rushed for my help….the dog ran away then.

My mother carefully checked & said nothing to worry no bites & only wounds & advised never to run on seeing a dog…

But my fear For stray Dog Still Stays

MY BSA-SLR.

When I Completed my fourth Standard ,My father got transferred to Pulakinar a village between Pollachi & Udumalaipettai. the village had a textile mill & my father‘s bank was located there .My father was provided accommodation in the Staff Quarters of the mill.

I t was a very cool & calm with deserted streets. The houses were typical had same floor plans & was tilled yet it was looking gr8.

There were children always riding or learning to ride on a rented bi cycle. I was also infected by the craze .I asked my dad for a bicycle…after a month odd he got a bicycle. A Maroon Colour BSA-SLR a ladies cycle…My Father said that ur sister will learn first & latter he will teach me…I was dejected as my sister got priority to learn & ride it…for just being 14 months elder to me.

My sister was not much interested in learning it .or my dad was not available to teach her to ride it…

While I was left with the bicycle & no one to teach me..as I haven’t learned the art of balancing it and was not tall enough to man it. I started running with the bicycle and not giving to any one…throughout the weekends I used to run on my feet dragging the cycle…

Wherever I was asked to go to shop or nearby places.. I dragged the bicycle with me…At times I purposely damaged the bicycle to vent my anger …Later some day while dragging the cycle I learned to drive it …

Later The Bi-Cycle became my best friend there & started roaming that township with my Cycle..But I never learnt how to apply brake although was nothing great in it to learn..but…whenever the was need to apply brake I would jump from the bi-cycle & stop it ..Perhaps I would be the first person in this world to use leg brakes for a Bi-Cycle .